When did life get so complicated? I miss how easy it use to be to drive over to my best friends house and see her, now its a 5hr plane ride at least and a couple paychecks that I don't even have. I want life to be everything its suppose to be, but some days its hard. Hard to get thru the easiest parts, hard to remember why I am spending hours away from my family, hard to find a new group of friends just plan hard!
Danny Gokey's new song sums it all up in saying My best days are ahead of me and my mistakes are behind me. But are they? I should think that they are, but I'm only 20 with so many more years to live. I have a lot to accomplish before my time here is up.
If only I had a job.
Life wouldn't be any easier, I would be in school and working but it would give me a sense of accomplishment. A life, to say. I don't even look forward to the weekends because its all devoted to studying and doing nothing. A couple years ago it was devoted to Scouts, YCA birthday parties, and hanging out with friends.
Until then
Kelly
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